I had a few thoughts recently on ADHD and writing, and I'm going to share some of them here.
Now that I've been diagnosed, I look back and think how was it missed for this long? It's just there in every facet of my life.
Time blindness, procrastination, falling down a rabbit hole on hobbies and interests, going all in on those hobbies and then abandoning most of them. I can go on and on giving examples.
School assignments? 10pm the night before they're due. I learned how to compose at the keyboard instead of writing longhand and typing it in later because I took a short story writing class in college and didn't start my stories until 11pm the night before they were due. Ten to twenty pages? No problem.
The other thing I find interesting now that I know I have ADHD is that I hacked my own life to make it function. Seriously, I watch these ADHD hack videos on YouTube and I either already do them or I've tried them and they didn't work for me.
Writing and ADHD has been a struggle for me even when I didn't realize I had ADHD. I started writing when I was fourteen and my past is littered with projects that I wrote a few chapters on, revised until I was happy with them, then got bored and started a new story. I had to learn not to revise until the first draft was done and that was hard!
I learned to focus one scene at a time. My mantra was It can all be fixed on revision to keep myself moving forward, because if I stopped, I'd never finish the book.
And then I sold my first book. My second book had a four-month deadline. My third book? A four and a half month deadline. The fastest I'd written a book before that was one year. Somehow I managed to finish these books on time.
Someone asked me how long it took me to write a book and I countered with What's my deadline? Because if it's eight months, I'll write the book in eight months. If it's a year, it will take a year. I don't think I could do less than four months--that was really pushing it--but I did do it.
I think every writer needs to find what works for them as a process regardless if they have ADHD or not. No two writers are the same. But here is what's worked for me.
- Focusing on one scene at a time - Trying to think about writing a full book is overwhelming. A scene isn't for me. And when a scene did feel overwhelming, I would think about it in terms of pages. I needed to break it down into small chunks. I think this would work for any writer if they feel overwhelmed by the length.
- Putting up a kanban board on my office wall - I load the board with each chapter I need to write for the book. I'm not a plotter, so I don't know what's happening in these chapters, but I've written for enough years now that I have a good idea of how long it will take to tell the story I'm writing. My Paladin League books are around 80,000 words--the first draft often longer before it's edited--and I aim for around 36 chapters. Again, some books end up with more chapters and I adjust my kanban board as I go. The idea is my progress and how far I need to go is in my face every time I leave my office.
- Moving the Post-it Notes on my kanban board - I love checking off boxes in my planner and I definitely love moving my kanban board Post-it Notes from the In Work section to the Finished section. If I didn't get a little hit of dopamine doing this, I'm not sure the kanban board would work for me, but I do and it does.This is an old picture of my kanban board. That word of the year is gone now and this is several books ago. If I'm not mistaken, this was when I was editing Wicked Suspicion and loaded the board for the next Paladin League book, Wicked Ambition, which is now on sale. Because this system works for me so well, I committed to it with vinyl section titles.
- Using a combination of Excel and OneNote to keep track of my books/series - I tried so many other tools, Scrivener, Notion, notebooks, etc, and while I'm sure if I just had unlimited time and dopamine, I could learn Notion. (I want to use Notion so badly!) But my patience level isn't there. I want a tool I can sit down and use now, not after months of learning. I wrote Wicked Obsession partially in Scrivener and was certain I'd use it for the entire series, so I have information missing out of my series bible and OneNote collection for this book. No matter what I tried or what templates I purchased, Excel and OneNote work for me the best. Right now.
- My new writing planner - I will do a full review post on this after I've used it a little longer, but currently it's working really well. (If you want to read about how I set up an Erin Condren planner as my writing planner, you can check out Part One and Part Two). I'm still figuring out some of my sections, but the weekly dashboard layout is doing well for me. Right now. I have to qualify it because I haven't used it long enough to know if it will work indefinitely or if it's a good for right now thing.
- Time Tracking - What am I doing with my time when I'm at home? Every half an hour, I record the primary use of my time in a vertical booklet meant for a traveler's notebook. It's accountability. As someone easily distracted, I need to hold myself accountable. I tried using another booklet to time block, but that didn't work for me at all.
- Tracking Word Count - Some writers keep track of the time they spent writing to monitor themselves, but I get distracted too much and too easily. I know I'll be distracted. So time spent "writing" doesn't work for me as an accountability measure. Word Count does. How much forward progress did I make today? That's part of what I'm using my writing planner for. I added little circles that represent 250 words. My goal is to color in 4 every day--1000 words. More is a bonus. Yes, there are disappointing days, days where I did put in the time, but the scene isn't working and I cut it, and I have a negative word count for the day. Even with this, it's still a better measurement for me than time, because Oooh! Shiny! is a real thing for me.
I think this is everything I do to keep myself on track. I hope this helps someone.